Saturday, May 1, 2010

childhood memories

college dayz....



College dayz….


Jaise jaise waqt beet raha hai
Lagta hai ki kuch piche chut raha hai
Kabhi socha na tha ki is jagah se itna pyar ho jayega..
Dil ko yahan se jane ka khumar ho jayega

Socha tha ki is jagah ko chod kar bahut khush honge….
Par malum na tha ki 4 sal bad in aakhon mai aansun honge…

Yahan aa kar laga tha ki 4 sal 4 janam se lambe honge…
par ye toh 4 sunder palon se bhi kam lagne lage

soch kar dekho toh toh college khud mai ek pura jeevan sa lagta hai
jisme har bacha first year mai aa kar rota hai

par dheere dheere sab kuch apna sa lagta hai
doston ke sath ek naya parivar sa badhne lagta hai…

ragging ke bad senior bhi ban gaye..
chote badon sabke sath itna lagaav ho ho jayega socha na tha….

Teenage khatam hui , we grew up here…
Bade hone par bachpan ka ehsas itna naya ho jayega ye socha na tha…

Sapne the aankhon mai kuch karne ke…
Par aj naukri ka milna baimana ho jayega ye socha na tha…

Kabhi darte the akelepan se
Par khud se bhi yahan khud ko itna pyar ho jauega ye socha na tha…

Ladai- jhagde masti dosti mai badal gaye…
Anjane hajaron chehron mai kuch hamesha ke liye khas ban gaye…

Kabhi class mai padne jate the…
Par ab doston ke milne ki jagah ban gayi hai…
Teachers ke hone ya na hone se koi fark nahi padta…
As ab khelne, masti karne ya phir aaram ki aadat si pad gayi hai…

Class mai ja kar sitiyan bajana…
Teachers se pange lena and phir is bat par itrana….

Sessionals mai doston ke bharose jana…
Aur bahar aa kar pass ho jayein shayad is bat ka jashn manana….

Assignments copy karte hue bure bure faces banana…
Seminar dete hue ya sunte hue sab kuch upar se ho phir bhi han mai han milana…

Corridors mai parapet pai baithna, gane gana
HOD sir ko dekh ke niche utarana… aur phir wahin chadh jana

Viva ke time apni bajwana
Aur har bar besharmo ki tarah phir se wahi dohrana

Doston ke liye ladkiyan bhi kafi bar dhoondwana
Aur agar kisi ki setting ho gayi toh kabab mai haddi ban kar satana…,

Bus stand pe ice cream, nimbu pani and bhel puri…
Roj naya bakra fasana jab aati pay karne ki bari…

Canteen mai ja kar pet bhar ke khana
Phir chup chap ek ek karke bhag jana


Dosti ke pal, ab yad ban jayengi
Palkon ke niche dil mai kahin, hamesha ke liye ek pyara ehsas ban jayegi….


hasna, rona,ladna jhagdna,ghumna –phirna, ya phir sara din baatein karna…
kya phir kabhi zindagi aisi ho payegi…

in 4 salon mai humne zindagi ke maje liye…
par aage na jane kya hoga…
par jo bhi ho… in lamhon and college days ka ehsaas hamesha naya hoga…

NIDHI Bansal 
graduates of 2010